As I change directions on my bike the wind seems to come out of nowhere pushing against my efforts. Pause. I didn’t know it was windy? So it was pushing me, aiding me all along? I couldn’t feel it at all, yet now that it is coming at me, providing a challenge, it is inescapable. The obvious point now hits me right in the face, there are myriads of things working for me, supporting me, pushing me along and I don’t recognize them until one of those constant supports shifts to a challenge.
To be completely healthy is to feel nothing. If an organ or a muscle is under distress then I know where it is and can feel what it does. I don’t recognize on a daily basis the gift of freedom I have as a white female in the US (fought for by so many), and I can’t comprehend the suffering that goes on in so many parts of the world. Perhaps this is the gift of forgetfulness and ignorance. When Krishna opens his mouth to show Arjuna the world it is so overwhelming that the warrior begs Krishna to shut his mouth. It is too much to know it all. To recognize all process that support me, all of the gifts, or all the challenges and suffering of the world would be paralyzing and all-consuming. Nataraja balances/dances on the being of forgetfulness, as if to suggest that through awareness we can choose when to tune in and remember what is needed in each moment.
Breathe… In this moment as I cycle with the wind in my face I choose to recognize the millions of processes supporting me, things I can name and things that are beyond my recognition. My heart smiles in gratitude for all that is greater than me, all that is aiding me, and for the recognition of all that is unknown. The annoying wind is now my partner, making me stronger, supporting my growth through challenge.
Thank you ☺
Dare: Take 2 minutes every morning for one week to write down your support systems. Be basic, creative, broad, and specific and you’ll find that the list is endless. Say a “Thanks” and then think of one thing you can do to give back. As you close the book and walk away, how do you feel? Does your day shift?


” developed by yours truly. No big task :0
December 7th-20th 2010



